I still cant let go of the grudge despite that i have confided this to my mother already.
How come most Protestants always never miss an opportunity to hurt Catholics? why just us? I still dont get it why others think Catholics are less faithful that them. Its a matter of Faith and works, some Catholics may not be praying all the time because they also devote to good works, some, well, they just take it for granted (since its the religion that is passed on though generations) but it cant always be superficial. I came to visit this thread in a message board where i regularly visit. The topic was about Catholicism and Born Again. I was engrossed with how their discussion intensified, because there, its the other way around, my team is winning. the BAs are losing against RCs.
But i the enthusiasm i felt was like orgasm (not that i would know, i was told so), It lasted only seconds. I realized that to put my 'enemy' in the same position i was before was not fulfilling. I was looked down several times because of my beliefs, I get angry, but throwing the same brick that they threw at me never makes me feel better. I had a split second thought, what am I doing? why am i so engrossed with the indifferences of people, when I longed to find unity among us?
(erased this part, too opinionated)
I am a Catholic Christian I was redeemed in my infancy, but as i grow up, i realized that to be with God is to make my faith affect my environment through good works. To be with my ultimate end, I must make my life worth living. Its simply the way i praise God, Pray, and make the most of his gift to me, my life.
So from now on, I shall empower my value of respect. Even if people cannot give the same treatment that i gave them, I will be at my most humility. I do not become a better Christian if I can present the best argument. I become a better Christian when I live my life Christ-like.