The wedding march

I look into your eyes as it reveals the intensity of your happiness as you look my way. I crack a smile that later turns into a huge grin, as my eyes start to be filled with tears. Memories started flashing in my head; I have loved you ever for so many years before you even loved me. I love you when you dissolve the sadness every time you pull me close to you. I hate the way you laugh when I look like an idiot every time you sweep me off. My feelings were so intense, but I was good in concealing it inside me. As I walk this commitment aisle inside the house of God, I cannot see the blue roses arranged everywhere, the long white satin that leads me to you, the prettiest white gown I have ever worn, all these are invisible, I can only see you.

I start to think about us once more; I have loved you ever since, but you loved her. I cannot force myself to be angry for you are not supposed to return the favor to me. You have loved her so much that it hurts to love you. I tried to forget, but I always end up going back to loving you. I knoew i had to do something, I had to tell you. I was so scared that you wouldn't take me. We have been best friends and I was scared to lose everything I have with you, most especially your trust. But I was brave to risk it all, I cannot forget the smile you gave away after I uttered "I love you, please stay with me." I knew it was a happy ending.

I snapped back to reality as I draw near you. I want to run and put my arms around you. I force a big smile to control the raging emotion I have inside. My cheeks push my welling eyes forcing tears to pour. I close my eyes as I turn left, making way for her; the one you chose, your bride.